Mothers.

So. There's this free Kpop Concert in New Jersey on October 9th. Wonderful right? for all those kpop fans everywhere. (I'M TOTALLY ONE OF THEM!!!!!) but my mother says, "Concerts are too dangerous." and me? i'm thinking, WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?! IF YOU NEVER LET ME GO TO ONE, YOU'RE ALWAYS GONNA SAY THAT. but the me outside, walks away, CALM. Why won't she even let me go?! She's being such a bitch right now. My dad's totally okay with it, but my mom? NO. I won't let you go. 

Most people go to concerts a lot! And this is the ONLY one I've asked to go to. Sure it's in New Jersey, but this is a ONE IN A LIFETIME CHANCE, for me and my friends. She's only been to one concert and she fainted right when she got in there. So I don't think she can say anything about concerts right now. I'm like super pissed and ranting but this is irritating me to NO end. 

I feel like this is one of the reasons why most teenagers hate their parents: they say NO a lot. How is going to a CONCERT dangerous? I understand that it's really far away (psh only 4 hours) but still, she should know how much this means to me. She knows how much kpop i listen to, (bad idea getting me that dock now huh?) but from my point of view it's really unfair. 

First reason: me and my friends have this thing planned out: my friend's mom is going to drive us to new jersey and we'll be back in time for school, so it wouldn't be a big deal.

Second reason: Kpop is my LIFE. It's like my drug or something. In a good way. But it's really important to me. 

Third reason: She knows I'm mature enough to go to a concert, and it's not like we're not going to be total freaks when we get there. My friends mom is going to supervise us.

So I honestly think, this is just her being a bitch. And honestly, this is why most teenagers hate their parents: they just say NO all the time.  

Wow~~

Wow...I just checked the stats for this blog...and they weren't pretty.
Sorry for not really writing on the blog lately...school's been a bitch. Especially junior year. I mean why does the system make us choose our futures THIS early? Sometimes it takes people YEARS to find themselves. In English class this week we read this article called "Against School" and it really opened my eyes to something new. And now that I really notice it....school makes us into mindless zombies to corporate businesses. It's quite...not fun. We are directed by the direction of these big companies and I can't even deny that I'm being directed by them either..

Look at us teenagers right now: most of us have cellphones. most of us have iPods if we can afford it. we all think that the world that we live in right now......is quite normal. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if we lived in times before without any of this. Sometimes I read historical fiction and I'm just like.....what would it be like if we lived in that time? I wonder about Anne Boleyn, if she really was guilty of adultery or if King Henry the Eighth just wanted her dead because she couldn't bear a male heir. It makes me think about all these awful things King Henry the Eighth did because he was scared of losing his throne? or if he didn't really give a damn about the things that he did. But I don't want to get into that. Because...the world that we live in? I feel like it's all a illusion. It's just weird. But like my friend says: Being weird is awesome. Because if we weren't? We wouldn't have the life that we have right now :)

But I should get back to my book (ONE FLEW OVER THE CUCKOO'S NEST! wonderful, no? XD)
So I'll try to update more often...BYE PEEPS :)

hey :)

hey I finally got a chance to write something here :)
and I have to say ..I'm not a good writer and hope you guys
like ''Meanings'' :)

yeah..I just got back from Taiwan and it was funn
I had a lot of fun there.
you have no idea what AMAZING things happened when I was in Taiwan :P
anyways..IT WAS FUN !!!
and I REALLY wanna stay there but my friends here want me to come back
and for some reasons I gotta come back :)
During my trip, me and my friends did lots of interesting things together
and we also took a lot of pics in order to record our great life :)
by the way, I have a good mom, dad, and brother ;)
because they are so good!!!!!!
they are my best supporters FOREVER :)
I love them <3
and love my friends too <3

and yea I would like to share my awesome life with everyone
I also need someone to support me and listen to me :)
well..I know I cant write something good to share
but I'll try my best :)
haha and that's it :)))))

Love~

It's such a crazy thing, no? It can drive you to near insanity and yet...it keeps you from going that far. 

I was watching The Nine Lives of Chloe King tonight..and I am a Alek fan. I'm not gonna lie. I really want Chloe to end up with him. Not because they're both Mai but because he REALLY cares about Chloe. I mean Brian's nice BUT so far...him and Chloe can't really kiss...unless he wants to die..BUT NOBODY WANTS THAT RIGHT?! And even so, I get the feeling that if Alek and Chloe don't end up together...the show's gonna lose a lot of popularity >< Because a LOT of girls want them to end up together... just saying :) 

According to dictionary.com the definition of love is: a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person. I liked a boy once. And in the end...he broke my heart. But I'm glad he did. Otherwise, I would have made it a HUGE deal in high school. (I'm not gonna lie...i'm a HUGE drama queen..haha ^^) But if my heart hadn't been broken...I wouldn't be the girl that I am today. I know that love is a hard thing. You fall in and out of love a lot in your life and you probably won't ever stop...even if you are married. I'm not saying cheating in a marriage is a GOOD thing..(because I totally believe that it isn't) but are you ever gonna stop loving your mother or father? You may hate them when you're a teenager..but that's what I mean when I say you're gonna fall in and out of love a lot in your lifetime. 

And to all of those who live in the US: We have so many ways of interacting to other people..be it the internet, a phone, just talking and ANYTHING. But make sure that person your talking to is safe.....WOULDN'T WANT ANYTHING TO HAPPEN RIGHT?! :) 

I'm gonna go relax a bit in my room~ 

Night loves :)

hey there

Hey you peoples~ XDD

Well it's freaking hot out here in the Washington DC area...but it's summer...so what do you expect?

I really like Maryland..it's a nice place. But my mother is convinced that the west coast is soooo much better than Maryland. It gets on my nerves a lot. She just told me a story last night and it kinda made me pissed off. She was just like she never experienced prejudice until she came here to Maryland. She never experienced it on the West coast and it was just plain crazy. She's totally convinced that you find more prejudices here in Maryland than on the West Coast. It's just plain crazy. But oh well...it's my mother. So I can't and don't really want to do anything about it.

But anyways, I just went on to the University of Maryland: College Park website, and since I want to major in Government and Politics...I checked out the courses and just the application for University of Maryland admissions. I TOTALLY FREAKED OUT O.O I know I'm gonna be doing all of these applications next year...but it's totally intimidating. I know that people (most likely older than us) tell us that you shouldn't be intimidated by all these college things....I feel like it's totally natural that we are intimidated by these things. I mean those people who tell us to not be intimidated...they've already gone through it and just want us to not feel too intimidated by them because they were. At least that's what I think about college applications. It's really scary >___________< 


But here's a song that I really like right now (and yes. it is korean. and it is AWESOME!) its called "No More Perfume on You" http://www.jpopasia.com/group/teentop/videos/no-more-perfume-on-you::15075.html CHECK THEM OUT!! :) 

Well...

I honestly hope that someday I could become famous with this blog. But who knows right? It's summer break right now and I hope that something could happen in the school year this year. I always wish this AMAZING and GORGEOUS guy will come to my high school and just pick me off my feet. But wishful thinking right? :P

A lot of people believe that "minors" can't love when they are well...young. I sincerely believe that, that's totally not true. When I was in 4th grade, my mom took me to China (don't really like it there -_-) for around 5 months and I came back for 5th grade. When I came back to the States, I seriously wouldn't laugh at ANYTHING. But this guy, "J" was working on a project with me and had tried to make me laugh...and it actually worked. But I seriously fell for him. I could say he was my first love. But it was a one-sided love. I didn't really talk to him in 7th grade, but he couldn't even have the decency to tell me that he was going to move back to Korea. I mean..I could understand that he didn't wanna tell me that he was leaving. But he didn't tell me that he was dating another girl. That seriously hurt me. A lot.

I had a broken heart when he left. It was quite horrible. But that's what love is right? At least now, I know how to protect my heart. But sometimes I still think of "J" but I've gotten over him..(sorta)

That's my broken heart story. But a little advice to all of you girls out there: Love is a great thing, but if you get hurt....get back up again.  

First Post :)

Well hi everyone! This is one of my first blogs. And I'm pretty excited to be writing again :) 

I'm writing with one of my friends. I won't give out any names but she's a really sweet girl who's in Taiwan (without me! :O) and I do miss her terribly. What I'm trying to do with this website is to: of course, become famous. jk jk I wanna just see what happens with it. I'm a aspiring writer...but I also have a interest in politics.  

What I'm thinking about is my future. I wanna major in political science. And possibly when I'm older...become a diplomat or something relating to that. I'd like to say that I'm Asian. And I totally am. But I'm also American. Just because my skin color isn't white doesn't mean I'm not as American as the next guy. I want to show people (while anonymous!) that I am American AND Asian. That's why it's called Asian-American XD 

But I wanna see how far our blog can go. We'll probably update once or week or so. Especially since we're still in high school...we'll TRY!! So I'll try to keep my promise that we'll update this blog once a week or so :) 

But I do want to stay anonymous until we get more views :) 

So keep reading! ^^ 

~Asian-American girly ;)