hey :)

hey I finally got a chance to write something here :)
and I have to say ..I'm not a good writer and hope you guys
like ''Meanings'' :)

yeah..I just got back from Taiwan and it was funn
I had a lot of fun there.
you have no idea what AMAZING things happened when I was in Taiwan :P
anyways..IT WAS FUN !!!
and I REALLY wanna stay there but my friends here want me to come back
and for some reasons I gotta come back :)
During my trip, me and my friends did lots of interesting things together
and we also took a lot of pics in order to record our great life :)
by the way, I have a good mom, dad, and brother ;)
because they are so good!!!!!!
they are my best supporters FOREVER :)
I love them <3
and love my friends too <3

and yea I would like to share my awesome life with everyone
I also need someone to support me and listen to me :)
well..I know I cant write something good to share
but I'll try my best :)
haha and that's it :)))))

Love~

It's such a crazy thing, no? It can drive you to near insanity and yet...it keeps you from going that far. 

I was watching The Nine Lives of Chloe King tonight..and I am a Alek fan. I'm not gonna lie. I really want Chloe to end up with him. Not because they're both Mai but because he REALLY cares about Chloe. I mean Brian's nice BUT so far...him and Chloe can't really kiss...unless he wants to die..BUT NOBODY WANTS THAT RIGHT?! And even so, I get the feeling that if Alek and Chloe don't end up together...the show's gonna lose a lot of popularity >< Because a LOT of girls want them to end up together... just saying :) 

According to dictionary.com the definition of love is: a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person. I liked a boy once. And in the end...he broke my heart. But I'm glad he did. Otherwise, I would have made it a HUGE deal in high school. (I'm not gonna lie...i'm a HUGE drama queen..haha ^^) But if my heart hadn't been broken...I wouldn't be the girl that I am today. I know that love is a hard thing. You fall in and out of love a lot in your life and you probably won't ever stop...even if you are married. I'm not saying cheating in a marriage is a GOOD thing..(because I totally believe that it isn't) but are you ever gonna stop loving your mother or father? You may hate them when you're a teenager..but that's what I mean when I say you're gonna fall in and out of love a lot in your lifetime. 

And to all of those who live in the US: We have so many ways of interacting to other people..be it the internet, a phone, just talking and ANYTHING. But make sure that person your talking to is safe.....WOULDN'T WANT ANYTHING TO HAPPEN RIGHT?! :) 

I'm gonna go relax a bit in my room~ 

Night loves :)

hey there

Hey you peoples~ XDD

Well it's freaking hot out here in the Washington DC area...but it's summer...so what do you expect?

I really like Maryland..it's a nice place. But my mother is convinced that the west coast is soooo much better than Maryland. It gets on my nerves a lot. She just told me a story last night and it kinda made me pissed off. She was just like she never experienced prejudice until she came here to Maryland. She never experienced it on the West coast and it was just plain crazy. She's totally convinced that you find more prejudices here in Maryland than on the West Coast. It's just plain crazy. But oh well...it's my mother. So I can't and don't really want to do anything about it.

But anyways, I just went on to the University of Maryland: College Park website, and since I want to major in Government and Politics...I checked out the courses and just the application for University of Maryland admissions. I TOTALLY FREAKED OUT O.O I know I'm gonna be doing all of these applications next year...but it's totally intimidating. I know that people (most likely older than us) tell us that you shouldn't be intimidated by all these college things....I feel like it's totally natural that we are intimidated by these things. I mean those people who tell us to not be intimidated...they've already gone through it and just want us to not feel too intimidated by them because they were. At least that's what I think about college applications. It's really scary >___________< 


But here's a song that I really like right now (and yes. it is korean. and it is AWESOME!) its called "No More Perfume on You" http://www.jpopasia.com/group/teentop/videos/no-more-perfume-on-you::15075.html CHECK THEM OUT!! :) 

Well...

I honestly hope that someday I could become famous with this blog. But who knows right? It's summer break right now and I hope that something could happen in the school year this year. I always wish this AMAZING and GORGEOUS guy will come to my high school and just pick me off my feet. But wishful thinking right? :P

A lot of people believe that "minors" can't love when they are well...young. I sincerely believe that, that's totally not true. When I was in 4th grade, my mom took me to China (don't really like it there -_-) for around 5 months and I came back for 5th grade. When I came back to the States, I seriously wouldn't laugh at ANYTHING. But this guy, "J" was working on a project with me and had tried to make me laugh...and it actually worked. But I seriously fell for him. I could say he was my first love. But it was a one-sided love. I didn't really talk to him in 7th grade, but he couldn't even have the decency to tell me that he was going to move back to Korea. I mean..I could understand that he didn't wanna tell me that he was leaving. But he didn't tell me that he was dating another girl. That seriously hurt me. A lot.

I had a broken heart when he left. It was quite horrible. But that's what love is right? At least now, I know how to protect my heart. But sometimes I still think of "J" but I've gotten over him..(sorta)

That's my broken heart story. But a little advice to all of you girls out there: Love is a great thing, but if you get hurt....get back up again.