Mothers.

So. There's this free Kpop Concert in New Jersey on October 9th. Wonderful right? for all those kpop fans everywhere. (I'M TOTALLY ONE OF THEM!!!!!) but my mother says, "Concerts are too dangerous." and me? i'm thinking, WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?! IF YOU NEVER LET ME GO TO ONE, YOU'RE ALWAYS GONNA SAY THAT. but the me outside, walks away, CALM. Why won't she even let me go?! She's being such a bitch right now. My dad's totally okay with it, but my mom? NO. I won't let you go. 

Most people go to concerts a lot! And this is the ONLY one I've asked to go to. Sure it's in New Jersey, but this is a ONE IN A LIFETIME CHANCE, for me and my friends. She's only been to one concert and she fainted right when she got in there. So I don't think she can say anything about concerts right now. I'm like super pissed and ranting but this is irritating me to NO end. 

I feel like this is one of the reasons why most teenagers hate their parents: they say NO a lot. How is going to a CONCERT dangerous? I understand that it's really far away (psh only 4 hours) but still, she should know how much this means to me. She knows how much kpop i listen to, (bad idea getting me that dock now huh?) but from my point of view it's really unfair. 

First reason: me and my friends have this thing planned out: my friend's mom is going to drive us to new jersey and we'll be back in time for school, so it wouldn't be a big deal.

Second reason: Kpop is my LIFE. It's like my drug or something. In a good way. But it's really important to me. 

Third reason: She knows I'm mature enough to go to a concert, and it's not like we're not going to be total freaks when we get there. My friends mom is going to supervise us.

So I honestly think, this is just her being a bitch. And honestly, this is why most teenagers hate their parents: they just say NO all the time.  

Wow~~

Wow...I just checked the stats for this blog...and they weren't pretty.
Sorry for not really writing on the blog lately...school's been a bitch. Especially junior year. I mean why does the system make us choose our futures THIS early? Sometimes it takes people YEARS to find themselves. In English class this week we read this article called "Against School" and it really opened my eyes to something new. And now that I really notice it....school makes us into mindless zombies to corporate businesses. It's quite...not fun. We are directed by the direction of these big companies and I can't even deny that I'm being directed by them either..

Look at us teenagers right now: most of us have cellphones. most of us have iPods if we can afford it. we all think that the world that we live in right now......is quite normal. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if we lived in times before without any of this. Sometimes I read historical fiction and I'm just like.....what would it be like if we lived in that time? I wonder about Anne Boleyn, if she really was guilty of adultery or if King Henry the Eighth just wanted her dead because she couldn't bear a male heir. It makes me think about all these awful things King Henry the Eighth did because he was scared of losing his throne? or if he didn't really give a damn about the things that he did. But I don't want to get into that. Because...the world that we live in? I feel like it's all a illusion. It's just weird. But like my friend says: Being weird is awesome. Because if we weren't? We wouldn't have the life that we have right now :)

But I should get back to my book (ONE FLEW OVER THE CUCKOO'S NEST! wonderful, no? XD)
So I'll try to update more often...BYE PEEPS :)